Oh, god, I feel like I have ruined my life, even though I know I didn’t. This sucks.
Things got a lot better today. And even though something might not be so nice (I’m crashing pretty hard,actually - It’s so bad), it’s going to be nice sooner or later. When you find what you want in life, you feel something strangely new and refreshing.
My vision is getting blurry and water sort of tastes like blood. I need to go to sleep now, so I can wake up, at 6 AM, and be happy with my close friends. All of them…
Going to see these guys tomorrow. With my fastest bro. Sort of weird.
I hope they play this. They probably won’t, though. Haven’t heard Hurley and I don’t recall listening to Raditude - It was forgettable.
…going so far as collapsing, but not sleeping; that’s more than I deserve
I wish there was something I could say to solve every problem I had, ever.
I feel like a vampire.
Such a strange fucking day.
I can’t eat dinner tonight because my appetite is plain dead. And the spiraling, endless worrying of “What if my mom cooks tonight” begins.
